on denial

(from november 29th, 2009)

denial IS separation. separating yourself from your own truth, in an attempt to keep yourself in the cocoon of the known. a comfort zone of security in a sea of chaos. but your truth eeks out, in compulsion, attitude, eventually in ill health.

separation feels like a danger zone of "lost and possibly never found".

one's truth is never really lost, or separated from one's soul. it can't be, it is who you are. but it can be held outside your conscious awareness, relegated to the subconscious where you hold those aspects of yourselves you are not ready to incorporate. its always there, and a delicious tension exists between that truth and the lives you live. the process of opening up to more of yourselves, living your true being, defines this time on your earth, this age in your history, that you all have chosen to participate in. individually, and collectively, expanding, opening up and bringing more of yourselves into the light and letting go of what doesn't fit. reconnecting with the parts of yourselves you've denied and therefore experienced as separated from, for so long.