may 29, 2011
the perception of stability has served you, and now the perception of instability serves you, as you explore conditions of a downtrodden society up against new thought/new horizons. never does one situation remain the same, though you may perceive it as such while fine-focusing on it.
things have never really been stable, even as they have seemed so. from your present stance, you look upon your known/accepted history and think that there were long ages where things remained the same. but throughout this time there was the undercurrent of mass belief, like the undertow of a huge wave gathering energy and rumbling towards shore. now, in your current now, the wave is breaking upon the shore, in a gorgeous, glorious, spray of emotion, feeling and elation. the fluidity of belief and perception is only now becoming apparent. its a pristine moment in time, and no where is it fore-ordained. the randomness of where the individual droplets go in their frenzy of freedom is at the core of all life, forms the basis of existence and creation, remaking the moment, over and over again in an infinity of possibilities. no one knows what happens next, because there really is no "next". there is only the now, and the exaltant explorations of the rarefied consciousness that makes up the human race.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Saturday, May 28, 2011
cloud experience
from may 24th, 2011
(i'm rewriting this cloud thing because i just found the original piece of paper i'd written it down on the day after i saw it.)
went to fetch wrey from school. tired, cause i've got a cold and not sleeping well. so i was sitting back, resting in my car, waiting for her to come out. just peacefully watching the clouds. it was a rare nice day, warm (high 60's) and reasonably sunny. clear skies, blue for the most part, only i noticed they had sprayed chemtrails towards town - saw the X. but mostly blue skies over me and to the west, with puffy little white cloud shapes. i noticed the quality of the clouds was interesting, kinda unusual, lacey-looking, light and airy. lots of them branched out then folded back in on themselves to form perfect circles, sometimes 2 circles that looked like eyes, sometimes 3 in a triangle. i noticed that they were moving, changing shape, very very fast, almost like time-lapse photography. they seemed aLive! i was seeing cool shapes, like a couple of ufo's and a smiling alien face. lots of hearts, and animal and critter shapes. but the unusual thing was how Fast they were making these shapes as i was watching. amazingly fast, unreal-ly fast! by now, i was hanging my head out the car window, looking above my car and all around. the school kids walking by didn't seem to notice, no one was even looking up. the clouds themselves were staying pretty much stationary, not scooting across the sky as you'd expect to see with high winds aloft, high enough to cause them to change that fast. the movement seemed to originate within the cloud and go outwards in all directions. i kept watching till wrey came out. by the time i got home, chemtrail haze covered the whole sky, and the few clouds that were there were just normal; thick, rounded, and moved very slowly.
(i'm rewriting this cloud thing because i just found the original piece of paper i'd written it down on the day after i saw it.)
went to fetch wrey from school. tired, cause i've got a cold and not sleeping well. so i was sitting back, resting in my car, waiting for her to come out. just peacefully watching the clouds. it was a rare nice day, warm (high 60's) and reasonably sunny. clear skies, blue for the most part, only i noticed they had sprayed chemtrails towards town - saw the X. but mostly blue skies over me and to the west, with puffy little white cloud shapes. i noticed the quality of the clouds was interesting, kinda unusual, lacey-looking, light and airy. lots of them branched out then folded back in on themselves to form perfect circles, sometimes 2 circles that looked like eyes, sometimes 3 in a triangle. i noticed that they were moving, changing shape, very very fast, almost like time-lapse photography. they seemed aLive! i was seeing cool shapes, like a couple of ufo's and a smiling alien face. lots of hearts, and animal and critter shapes. but the unusual thing was how Fast they were making these shapes as i was watching. amazingly fast, unreal-ly fast! by now, i was hanging my head out the car window, looking above my car and all around. the school kids walking by didn't seem to notice, no one was even looking up. the clouds themselves were staying pretty much stationary, not scooting across the sky as you'd expect to see with high winds aloft, high enough to cause them to change that fast. the movement seemed to originate within the cloud and go outwards in all directions. i kept watching till wrey came out. by the time i got home, chemtrail haze covered the whole sky, and the few clouds that were there were just normal; thick, rounded, and moved very slowly.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
let it be easy
from february 14, 2010
the things that come the easiest are the things most meant to be. life is supposed to be easy. there is no built-in reason for struggle and difficulty.
creativity springs from inner sources that are no more hidden than the sun and sky.
trust, allowing yourself to just Be, as you are, who you are.
Be where your light shines brightest, and forget about all other considerations.
february 17, 2010
you didn't come from somewhere
you aren't going anywhere
all of you exists now
in all the when's and where's they ever will
you ARE, right now.
the things that come the easiest are the things most meant to be. life is supposed to be easy. there is no built-in reason for struggle and difficulty.
creativity springs from inner sources that are no more hidden than the sun and sky.
trust, allowing yourself to just Be, as you are, who you are.
Be where your light shines brightest, and forget about all other considerations.
february 17, 2010
you didn't come from somewhere
you aren't going anywhere
all of you exists now
in all the when's and where's they ever will
you ARE, right now.
whole self, physical focus
from february 6, 2010
the whole self that you are uses All experience, and does not judge any of it.
experience, BEing, feeds upon itself. Each choice, each action/physical action taken, spawns another and another and another.
its like the meanderings of an insect underneath the bark of a branch, forming beautiful, intricate little patterns, moving a bit in this direction and a bit in that. the movement creates the pattern.
it is not necessary that you consciously understand the behind-the-scenes workings of the whole self. indeed! then you would Be the whole self (as you Are, but you would be Operating as the whole self). there is purpose in looking just Here, being focused in physical reality, and a necessity for the "walling off" so to speak, of the entirety of the whole self. its like looking through a microscope, you know the rest of the world doesn't go away when your eyes and mind are focused on the slide, but the intense focus allows you to examine closely and experience the "event" going on under the microscope in a way that wouldn't be otherwise possible.
there is purpose in Everything. do not discount any of it. you may wish to look more closely at precisely the things that you tend to reject. its not that you must choose everything in one moment, but that there is smoother flow in the allowing of it as an equal choice.
it is like shaping the diamond, in real time, continuously. allowing it to morph from one beautiful crystalline structure into another, and another, for infinity. sometimes collapsing down and beginning again.
it is challenging for you to fine-tune your focus in physical reality - you are dispersed, easily and naturally- so the tight focus, maintained long enough to change/become/Be what you in one moment feel you wish to adhere to, becomes difficult when in the next moment, a different angle of your brilliance comes into view, but you are yet attempting to focus on the previous vision. holding one vision long enough for it to come to fruition is on the one hand frustrating for you, but on the other, immensely rewarding when it happens, as in when you passed your board exams, having endured two years of massage school and all the difficulties of studying for and passing the tests.
the whole self that you are uses All experience, and does not judge any of it.
experience, BEing, feeds upon itself. Each choice, each action/physical action taken, spawns another and another and another.
its like the meanderings of an insect underneath the bark of a branch, forming beautiful, intricate little patterns, moving a bit in this direction and a bit in that. the movement creates the pattern.
it is not necessary that you consciously understand the behind-the-scenes workings of the whole self. indeed! then you would Be the whole self (as you Are, but you would be Operating as the whole self). there is purpose in looking just Here, being focused in physical reality, and a necessity for the "walling off" so to speak, of the entirety of the whole self. its like looking through a microscope, you know the rest of the world doesn't go away when your eyes and mind are focused on the slide, but the intense focus allows you to examine closely and experience the "event" going on under the microscope in a way that wouldn't be otherwise possible.
there is purpose in Everything. do not discount any of it. you may wish to look more closely at precisely the things that you tend to reject. its not that you must choose everything in one moment, but that there is smoother flow in the allowing of it as an equal choice.
it is like shaping the diamond, in real time, continuously. allowing it to morph from one beautiful crystalline structure into another, and another, for infinity. sometimes collapsing down and beginning again.
it is challenging for you to fine-tune your focus in physical reality - you are dispersed, easily and naturally- so the tight focus, maintained long enough to change/become/Be what you in one moment feel you wish to adhere to, becomes difficult when in the next moment, a different angle of your brilliance comes into view, but you are yet attempting to focus on the previous vision. holding one vision long enough for it to come to fruition is on the one hand frustrating for you, but on the other, immensely rewarding when it happens, as in when you passed your board exams, having endured two years of massage school and all the difficulties of studying for and passing the tests.
Monday, May 9, 2011
begin
from january 21, 2010
begin anywhere. there is no beginning and of course, no end. to begin is simply to form an intent to move in a certain direction and take action on that intent via a physical movement. picking up a piece of paper and pen, walking outside, whatever. trusting that this thing is going to happen/come about. you already inherently trust, or you wouldn't wake up to a new dawn each day. and you always move, at least in the form of vibrating, even if you sit in one place all day long as if you are set on idle, engine running, experiencing more of the same, Being within (limiting yourself within) an energy pattern of acquired, yet unexamined beliefs...rather than moving into a consciously-chosen future, of intention.
begin anywhere. there is no beginning and of course, no end. to begin is simply to form an intent to move in a certain direction and take action on that intent via a physical movement. picking up a piece of paper and pen, walking outside, whatever. trusting that this thing is going to happen/come about. you already inherently trust, or you wouldn't wake up to a new dawn each day. and you always move, at least in the form of vibrating, even if you sit in one place all day long as if you are set on idle, engine running, experiencing more of the same, Being within (limiting yourself within) an energy pattern of acquired, yet unexamined beliefs...rather than moving into a consciously-chosen future, of intention.
subconscious ness
from january 18, 2010
remember that the subconscious is not something different than you, it is merely an organizational term used to define the way humans compartmentalize their experience. so this thinking that one must "discover" what is hidden in their subconscious is oftentimes an excuse to make it more difficult than it needs to be. its all right there, you don't need to "try" so hard to discover it. How do you feel? not so much Why do you feel such and such, thinking that there must be some hidden reason that must be discovered, but simply How do you feel, right now, in this moment. you can allow yourself to look as deep into the ever-changing waters of your consciousness as you dare. and like the ocean, nothing is really hidden, it just gets a little darker and murkier the further down you go. but its all right there. nothing is being withheld from you.
when you say repeatedly, "i feel like an invalid!" realize you are expressing an invalidation of your Self.
remember that the subconscious is not something different than you, it is merely an organizational term used to define the way humans compartmentalize their experience. so this thinking that one must "discover" what is hidden in their subconscious is oftentimes an excuse to make it more difficult than it needs to be. its all right there, you don't need to "try" so hard to discover it. How do you feel? not so much Why do you feel such and such, thinking that there must be some hidden reason that must be discovered, but simply How do you feel, right now, in this moment. you can allow yourself to look as deep into the ever-changing waters of your consciousness as you dare. and like the ocean, nothing is really hidden, it just gets a little darker and murkier the further down you go. but its all right there. nothing is being withheld from you.
when you say repeatedly, "i feel like an invalid!" realize you are expressing an invalidation of your Self.
your life is your creation
from january 4, 2010
take a moment, create a little space, stand back and marvel at your creations. suspend judgment, for one small moment, and notice upon the intricacies, the synchronicities, the coming together of events, people, places, the perfection of your life as the perfect physical reflection of your inner thoughts, beliefs, and emotions.
feel, in that little space of non-judgment, your power to create.
as you slip from this little space, back into your physical creation, feel the energy patterns already in place, that You have created, draw you in like a magnet. and then allow yourself to feel, if only fleetingly, the Choice that you always have, to remain in those energy patterns, the frameworks of habit that you yourself have created, or to choose to create a new pattern, to choose a different belief, to choose to act from a different perspective.
take a moment, create a little space, stand back and marvel at your creations. suspend judgment, for one small moment, and notice upon the intricacies, the synchronicities, the coming together of events, people, places, the perfection of your life as the perfect physical reflection of your inner thoughts, beliefs, and emotions.
feel, in that little space of non-judgment, your power to create.
as you slip from this little space, back into your physical creation, feel the energy patterns already in place, that You have created, draw you in like a magnet. and then allow yourself to feel, if only fleetingly, the Choice that you always have, to remain in those energy patterns, the frameworks of habit that you yourself have created, or to choose to create a new pattern, to choose a different belief, to choose to act from a different perspective.
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