Monday, September 24, 2012

allowing ourselves to be used, or not.


further explorations on the Manipulation theme. 

as usual, a series of seemingly random events led me to thinking about this.

a friend posted about an earthwide meditation for peace, to be held on a certain day, at a certain time.   i get lots of these.  when i ‘sign up’, they usually want my email address, to send me ‘updates’.  there’s usually a few pics of some of the high-rollers in the new age feel-good (and sell stuff) game, an invitation to a seminar, retreat, whatever, that cost Money, and related websites and books for sale on a sidebar.  

this latest one made me think... aren’t i a beacon for peace already, just by my life, by the way i choose to live, in every moment, and not just at a particular time?  reminds me of going to church on sunday to be spiritual for an hour, and cursing the neighbors the rest of the week.  who needs it?  advertisers maybe.  trend followers, maybe.   not to discount the power of bubble realities, compiled energy, beliefs entrainment.  but when i read someone (ANYone) being referred to as the midwife of mother gaia... huh??  who am i then?  a lesser being who needs more powerful beings to tell me what to do and when?  isn’t this just a continuation of the old paradigm, just in new clothes?  dressed up to appeal to well-researched memes and themes and market trends?

i believe that i am birthing my own reality, my own version of mother earth, in every single moment point.  i don’t have to wait until saturday.  and furthermore,  i trust what i am doing.  do i really believe that?  i do.

thinking about this synched in nicely with another thing going on recently. won’t waste time with details about how i got there, but a couple days ago, i ended up on a website where you register, answer some questions, take a test, and if you are someone they want, they ‘hire’ you to make predictions about the future.  the name of the organization is something that, by design i’m sure, is unlikely to raise any red flags.  the idea of predicting the future intrigued me, because i know that the future is inherent in the present moment.  that what we are putting out there in the electrical field/seth’s framework 2, IS our future.  and it fluctuates with every in and out breath.  there is no Future, as in sitting around with a crystal ball trying to ‘see’ it.  we are making it as a part of the Now moment, which is all there ever is.  so what are we making?  i was thinking that by putting forth possibilities publicly i might be able to contribute on a larger scale to Peace on Earth (now).   so i jumped through their hoops, and checked back periodically for a response.  next morning, it was in my inbox.  

two of them actually; a ‘welcome to our program’ and a details, how it all works, etc one.   being the naturally curious person that i am, before i even ‘checked in’ as i was instructed to do, i followed the email trail to try to find out who was behind the benign-sounding ‘predictive research’ group.  turns out there were alot of big corporate names/logos involved, and they are clients of this ‘trend prediction’ service (inkling is the name of it, which btw was not stated anywhere in the emails themselves).  digging around, i read a blog entry from someone who was involved in data collection (the data to be sold to the corporations, the data i would be contributing to).  it spoke about how to get people to do what you want, how to get them to do your bidding for free.  psychological manipulations they had experimented with, and the results.  not just in the marketplace and the usual media avenues, but school teachers, employees, social media.  facebook (guess that’s the one that stood out for me because i participate there).  

on the one hand i’m thinking... geez, how can we be such unthinking obedient little creatures?  they Do know how to manipulate us, and so Easily!  even the ‘test’ i took to get to participate, which seemed to me was designed to weed out people who ‘shot from the hip’ (the first answer, the obvious answer, was not the correct one; all the questions had that in common).  i felt pretty smart, thinking that i’d completed it correctly, and then getting ‘chosen’.  made me feel kinda like an insider, a caller of the game instead of just a participant.  ha!  

but on the other hand, some things i read there intrigued me.  it was an interesting exploration.  there was a link to ‘kiip’, which i hadn’t heard of.  its a system where they give ‘rewards’ (kinda like internet dollars) for ‘achievements’ such as completing profiles, posting data, etc. etc, on websites that carry their adverts.   something like this, in various forms, is already out there.  where they gently push people into a psychological investment in the website.  like on reddit where posts are voted up or down and the number of upvotes one gets is somehow Important.  in the commenters section of news and other types of organizations, where the people that post alot of stuff achieve some kind of status symbol by their monikers.  the trend now is to ‘reward’ people for participation by giving them coupons and money off products sold by the stores that are owned by these larger corporations who are paying for this trend prediction data. 

they want to know what the thinkers are thinking so that they can attach an ad to it.  and what better way to get maximum exposure than to make them feel invested in the place (virtual in this case) where they hawk their wares, apt to return again and again.  

there was talk of ‘front loading’ the rewards, then taking them away if they didn’t produce (achieve the desired results), as a way of making people feel more invested.  instead of earning it, they were given it and then threatened with its withdrawal.  it was said that studies showed this to be a superior method of motivation.  hummn...  make up a game, and figure out how to make people believe that they Have to play.  interesting to me how hardwired we can be, as a species, to react in predictable ways to specific stimuli. 

the take-away for me is that i need to be Very Conscious of how and where i direct my time and attention.   am i developing my Own intent, or mindlessly/blindingly helping someone else develop theirs.  

Sunday, September 9, 2012

tools of the trade

the following thoughts were spawned from reading in seth early sessions books about the electrical reality behind physical manifestations.

we tend to think of emotion and mental activity/thought as being two different phenomena, but we know that there is no line separating the two parts of us (our emotional selves and our intellectual selves).  we are one homogenous being of course, One action.  but that action is composed of an infinity of varying intensities of probable actions.  could emotion and thought be differing ways of manipulating Action, which really i suppose just means Taking action (change and movement).  different ways of absorbing/integrating Action into our physical selves.  action that is already going on behind the scenes, in framework 2, with the physical manifestation of it being the last ‘step’, sts.  

could emotion and intellect be just different filters overlaying action (with neither being superior or inferior to the other), used in different combinations by various beings to “color” reality.  bashar said something about emotion being in a higher frequency range than intellect (which does Not equate to better), and if all action is just varying intensities of electrical reality, then emotion and intellect could be just tools of the/our (earth beings) trade, applied to action to color it for the pleasure of the artist. 

Thursday, September 6, 2012

singing in the shower

you know how cool ideas, like poems or songs, or sudden insights just come to you spontaneously in the shower?  well today i was listening to wendy kennedy (ninth dimensional pleiadian collective) and got an idea about why this (shower thing) is so.  she was talking about how when we are contracted in fear, or worry, or lower-frequency states, our energetic bandwidths actually Are smaller, denser, narrower.   when we’re happy, smiling, content, comfortable, we are actually Wider, our bandwidth spreads out up to 6 ft.  when we’re scared or in a lower vibrational state, we can contract our field to only an inch or so wide.  very little can get in, can reach us, when we’re in such a state.  but when joyful, lots can get in.  this makes so much sense to me.  when i’ve been in my darkest times, i’ve felt abandoned by Everyone and Everything, totally alone.  now i can understand that i was never alone, i just couldn’t connect with higher vibrational aspects when i was so narrowly focused in fear.  

i Love the water!   love to feel warm water flowing down my back and belly (or cool water in the hot weather).  unless something Really heavy is on my mind, being in the shower is like taking a sanity break, a happy break.  its no wonder new poems come to me, new ideas, and new solutions to everyday little concerns that i hadn’t thought about before.  

i Get this.. that we are constantly fluctuating our bandwidth, as we go about our day, encountering and responding to the reality we create in our dreams (framework 2).   responding with fear or worry makes it less likely that we will be open to a creative development coming from our imagination (which is our connection to higher self).  but responding with love and trust opens us up to the rest of ourselves :)

ha Bit!


woke with the thought this morning:  be fully in the moment, don’t prejudge or react from habit.  

i was musing on the cool things about language, how some words just sound like what they mean, when it occurred to me that the word “habit”, the way the ending of it feels in your mouth when you say it, feels like a clamping down, a sudden ending.  and that is what habit does... it ends the possibilities of a moment when you choose without thinking, out of habit.   

but just for that little ‘bit’ of time, ha!  cause every moment is a new choice, will it be habit or something new.