sink in

appreciate and enjoy what you 'have', where you are, who you're with, and what you're doing.  you see what you do as temporary, interim, just for now until you get THERE, but there is no 'there', there's only here.  you really don't get this.  already you move ahead in your mind, thinking of what you will Do with this information!  be still, sink into what now surrounds you.  you still display discomfort with the moment, as if you are somehow leaving yourself 'unguarded' by not skipping around in time, in an attempt to cover all your bases.  all and everything is Now.  there is nothing else.  you will never be anywhere but now.  that still just sounds like words to you.  you haven't really understood, in the necessary Profound way, that there really is only Now.  and it really Doesn't matter what you 'do', what carries you is who you Are, your state of being.  Anxiety is masked Fear. it is really ok to do something that makes you smile, that feels right and good.  don't try so hard to make it 'fit' into some logical spot in your overall affairs.  don't define the framework then try to squeeze yourself in.  do what you do and let the unfoldment of 'you' make it's own borders.  and it will; there will be things you won't even consider doing, because they are not You, and automatically fall outside the natural framework of you.  this way is easy.  from the 'inside out' so to speak.  no effort, and that it how physical life can be... joyous, synchronicitous, effortless.