question: what the heck is going on?

from june 24th, 2011

many entities expressing many viewpoints inside a mental atmosphere of distrust of self, expressions of powerlessness, loss of hope, not understanding what "hope" is.  what does it mean when people say "i (we) hope it gets better"?  its putting one's life circumstances into someone else's hands, its putting one's state of being out there to be blown around in the conflicting winds of deceit and greed.  people everywhere bringing up issues from the depths of their beings, using this playing field to purge their souls of old energies, tired arenas of activity that have been thoroughly explored.  so many of you moving on, to other playgrounds. one of the big opportunities before you now is exactly in the area of holding your own energy within the always swirling/changing mix.  realizing that you yourself are the director of your own being, your own life.

so its obvious that you are co-creating with other beings, but so many of you see the "world" impinging upon you, instead of you impinging upon the world.

decide where you are going, and there you Are.  know this within yourself.  it just doesn't matter where anyone else is.  let them be where they are, graciously, without judgment or concern.

the game is not "out there", you are not in some mental battle to discover "the truth", to figure out what's being hidden from you, to pit yourself against "them".  the game is within.  its not about pretending that what you know/see isn't there.  the whole of you knows.  the incarnated ego cannot fool the inner self.  for so long (which really amounts to: for such an intense focus), the "self"  has cordoned off bits of itself and thrown stones from one bit to another.  this applies to the whole of humanity as well as to the individual human.  as you are able to dissolve the fog between the various parts of yourselves, and take action as a whole being, so will humanity come together in the same way.

the distrust so apparent in planetwide society is reflective of the distrust inside yourselves.  if you feel powerless against leaders and regimes and are raging against that, it is your own internal sense of powerlessness that you rage against.  many are now recognizing their own individual power, within society, and in their own lives.  always, the outer is but a reflection of the inner.  unless one is able to tie these things together, in their own minds, they are battling paper tigers, even to their own seemingly real and bloody deaths.  all chose to be here, in this time, playing their part in bringing man together, into a unified whole.  man, as an individual - dissolving the barriers between conscious, subconscious, and unconscious - the dream universe, astral planes of existence, and other "lives" - probable selves and family-of-consciousness connections.  and man as a species, maturing into a future race capable of interaction with beings of other dimensions and origins.

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question:  well:  a comment.  i get discouraged at my own negative thinking.  sometimes i have to push push push myself to try to see the positive side of things.  i read inspiring material; i make programs for myself, but don't follow them for more than a few days.  i get all hyped up about changing things for myself, then fall back down into inertia.  help.

you continue to rearrange furniture in an old room.  move yourself into a whole new room, an entirely different room.  the world is a very different place, in this now.  be in the now world. and don't try to drag the old stuff in there with you :).   no matter what situation you were in, you wouldn't be happy with things remaining the same.  its inevitable that life changes, You are constantly changing - the human race is changing.  don't try so hard to live from the old perspective - that does take energy.  takes You, because You are the energy of yourself - you can flow your river of energy wherever you please.  it seems so difficult flowing into the past because its out of alignment with who you are Now.  the person that you have become through the living of your life, your explorations and experience.

you are still heavily invested in (flowing the energy that is you into) interactions with others, when your interactions with yourself could be your primary focus.