reality creation note

standing at the kitchen sink, doing dishes, half of me spacing off out the window somewhere, i picked up the bottle of dish soap and squirted a little more into the dishwater.  its funny, i don’t know how to explain this, to put into words a concept for which there are no words.  but if there were, it would have to be something like “simultaneous thought-event”.  a thought so pure and without resistance that it instantly manifests.  there is little space of time between its inception and its unfoldment.  the thought does not contain words strung out each one following another.  it is more like an idea that is also an event... just one thing, complete within itself. 

so a flurry of small colorful bubbles popped out the top of the soap bottle as i sat it back down, and i had the funny thought that what if one came up and landed on the tip of my nose, how funny that would be.  i didn’t consciously think out the thought, word for word.  it was more like i envisioned it happening.  i felt light and happy and delighted that little bubbles were floating around in the sunlight.  the very next micro second (or whatever the smallest known increment of time happens to be), a little bubble floated straight up and landed right on the tip of my nose!  and i laughed and laughed, because i realized something profound about reality creation, in that instant.  and i don’t know if i can even put this into words.  there was absolutely No Resistance in the thought that occurred to me about the bubble.  i didn’t Hope it would happen, i wasn’t waiting to See if it would happen, i wasn’t Expecting it to happen, i had nothing emotionally tied up in whether it happened or not.  i didn’t Want it to happen in the way that i was trying to Make it happen.  i was just in a light-hearted mood and thought, what if... without anything, anything at all, getting in the way.  and it immediately happened.  

so what i think is that the thought and the physical manifestation of the thought are truly just One Thing.  its just our emotional and intellectual tags that create the Time (aha!) that is the perceived separation between the two.